ytd i had a bad dream.
or shld i say e badest dream i ever had?

i dream,
i was abused my bibi
a bad one.
:(
n he goes ard flirting wif other gals,
like i'm invisible.
i'm totally not a threat in e dream.
he can do wadever he like.
i'm deeply hurt,
but he still dun care.
:(
i go ard telling ppl,
'my bibi dun love me anymore, wad shld i do?'

finally e nightmare ended,
n i found myself awake crying,
very bitterly.
i told myself i muz cherish him.
:)

maybe its a warning?
i dunno...
but i love him so much..
i seldom blog abt dis kind of emotional stuffs...
now is e time i do so.

i nv realise hw well he is.
compared to other bf(s) of my frens,
he's considered a nice one.
:)
i can feel dat i'm e only gal he love.
he dun look at other gals,
he dun go ard knowing other gals,
he nv tell me which other gals are pretty.

he always tell me i'm beautiful.
no matter wad colour contact i'm wearing. :/
he always say he will love me till e end of e world.
he's e one doin e counting of how-many-days we've been 2gether.
n sometimes i get ticked off when i forgot. :X
he rem wad i love to eat,
like tiramisu,
even during his bdae he say he wan tiramisu,
cuz he noe i love it n hate chocolate cake.
he gave in to me everytime,
n now he turn out to like wad i like to eat.
:D
this make our dates easier too.
i begin so many of his first-times.
n he love it.
he expects a kiss at my doorstep when he send me home.
or he'll throw tantrums.
he do wadever to make me happy for e day.
he's always e one who say sorry first when we quarrel.
he's always worried abt me when i'm nt wif him.
once i went out wif my frens,
n i forgotten to call/msg him when i reach home
cuz my fren came over.
my hp was on silent,
so i didnt hear him calling.
den someone knocked on my window,
it was him.
:)
he tot i was in trouble.
so much loves.
<3

above all,
it's my precious bibi.
as a bottomline,
I LOVE YOU.